Easier said than done

I have lost my chirp,
The usual happy-go-lucky me has gone hiding,
In its place, a lost soul,
wandering around without a direction.

I want rainbows,
I want flowers,
I want everything,
But I think I hold on too tightly,
Like water or sand,
It keeps slipping off my hands...

I must learn to let go,
Easier said than done...
How could I let go something so sweet?
How could I forgo something so beautiful?
How could I forget all things tender?
How could I ever let go?
Yes, it's easier said than done...

Mistake

If you were a mistake,
You were the best mistake I've ever made,
If loving you too much is a crime,
I am guilty of it this time.

And now I am serving the sentence,
with your silence,
and your distance...

I am losing more and more of myself,
Each time I feel I am losing you.

A little voice in my head

It’s truly amazing,
How you are always there,
I just didn’t realize,
Just how much you cared.

Don’t be afraid,
Be brave, be a General,
That’s what you said,
Whenever I fumble.

A sign of alert,
A whisper of hope,
A dare, A gut,
A little voice in my head.

Life brings lots of surprises,
Bitter, sour, sugary sweet,
All kind of spices,
Makes life beautiful indeed.

Still don’t know where we are heading,
Not sure where we came from,
One thing for sure,
To you, I will always belong…

Hurt

Eyes wide shut,
But I still can see what's going on,
Hurts like hell,
but I've gotta press on...

I tried to run,
but I can only hide,
I put on a smile,
but I cry inside...

Hurts like hell,
but I've gotta move on,
I can see,
but I let it be,
because all I want is for you to be happy...

Liberated?

Feels free,
like a heavy rock,
lifted from my chest...

Finally my beautiful brown eyes are opened,
I have been blind all these while,
Forsaking the closest and the dearest,

The sounds of birds singing,
Why was I so deaf all these while,
When sweetness was mine all along...

Feels lucky,
to have enjoyed the good,
and escaped the ugly...

Feels good...
to finally...
be able to be myself again...

Homemade recipe for an upset tummy - From a nurse with no license

A little bit of kindness,
and a whole lot of trust,
Add in a pinch of tenderness
and some hugs are a must.

Sift out the arrogance,
and fold in true friendship,
Top it up with some attention,
and gentle kisses from my lips.

Sprinkle on some laughter,
And a dash of romance,
Combine understanding together,
with love that's so intense.

Generous portions of compassion,
Stir in a spoonful of care,
Mix it well with patience,
Best results when feelings are mutually shared.

No More I Love Yous

No more midnight messages,
No more calls,
No more caring words,
No more sweet caresses,
No more goodbye kisses,
No more warm hand holding,
No more stolen glances,
No more schoolgirl flushes,
No more footsie tootsie,
No more comforting hugs,
No more consoling touches,
No more I love yous,
When there's no more vacancy.

Yet...
No less of missing,
(this feeling of longing,)
No less of wanting,
No less of waiting,
No less of hope,
No less of memories,
No less of dreams,
No less of feelings...

No more tomorrow,
yet no less of yesterday.